Oh well
“Well, I must decide. All right. I’ll go.” A moment like this, when no-one is watching only seems to stroll in without burden, no public account of what you’ve already counted against yourself and others, yet you must act. We trouble ourselves to keep the world sane, make it vibrate by tapping a foot unawares, rattle the silverware until someone scowls. It is not like the color red or the smell of coffee or even what you thought about the black marble sculpture you stopped to look at in the airport when you wanted to scream with joy but didn’t. There is no stillness here. Will you take a knee and listen? put your pitter-pattered ear to the ground? When you decide to make a move it is only a decision, there must be more. And when you move and make your revisions do not turn to me and say, oh well. You have changed the world.